i am...

Submitted by Writer on Thu, 02/15/2018 - 11:32

I am the one who doesn't know who she is anymore... for the longest time i thought i was happy without him but today.... today i relize that i miss him and that he loves her now.... Everynight i think about what we would be right now if i hadn't said the wrong thing but somtimes you say things that you don't mean you just say it because your mad and its just in the moment... I told him that im happy for him if hes happy with her but i don't acually believe that because i wish i was her but that will never happen again... hes one of my best and closest friends.... hes like a brother to me but really i feel like hes shutting me out ever since they started dating her... I say im fine with them dating but im not... Everytime i talk to him i want to tell him how i feel but i dont know how to tell him and i don't want to say the wrong thing again